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LOM Chapter 7: At What Price? by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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LOM Chapter 7: At What Price?

Living at Aaron's was like a vacation in paradise He let me wake up on my own Not that I am a huge sleeper Usually, I always wake up early, especially when I am at a house that wasn't my own But I had to get used to it Because the house that was my own, was gone forever Whenever I woke up, there was breakfast for me Either on the table or in the fridge For the first week, it was pretty extravagant Eggs, Pancakes, bagels with cream cheese and jam " You don't have to go through all this trouble." I told him one morning Don't get me wrong it was a nice gesture, and I loved food But did I really deserve this? At what price did an alleged child

No more Chances by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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No more Chances

Why must you haunt my mind When I never see your face? Why must you lurk in my thoughts When It was so long ago? We have lives of our own And yet, we are chained to each other Like a new born goose I have imprinted you in my mind The sun has set on our time together Yet I remember the time When there was no other We had a chance, you and I But alas, always powerless to time Though we both are in a happy state I can’t help but think What if? No more chances for you and me Just as we always knew it would be But I can’t help but think how it would have been If we took a chance when our love began Maybe it would have ended in

My Fantasy by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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My Fantasy

When he's gone, I feel numb Detached Consumed by life's events Driven by life's misery And surrounded by life's mysteries. I know I will see him again. But when? How long must time pass? How long is soon? I see him, and I fall Away from myself Away from what I've felt Into his arms They feel so warm So strong I feel powerless to time We lay there without words Only silence as I hold onto my fantasy Before he's gone again. Must you really go? You know I have to. But I won't see you. You will. Soon. You promise? Promise. I'll hear from you? Yes. I need you. I know. It doesn't matter what I say. It always ends the same. Time wins, and to

Clarissa VS. Victoria by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa VS. Victoria

It was morning Clarissa walked out of the car, with her eyelids drooping Waking up early for this class was really weighing down on her It had been worth it when she and Kun were getting along And while things were better now than they were before, She still felt upset As she walked to the front door, something caught her eye She saw a girl slightly older than her Clarissa knew her face well enough to recognize her, even though she had only seen her once. "What are you doing here?" She heard herself ask Clarissa knew she should stay away She knew she shouldn't intervene But all the voices that told her to stop just urged her forwa

For so long....... by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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For so long.......

For so long, I have thought, what am I doing? For so long I've asked, what is this life? For so long, I've wondered I've pondered What do I feel? Is this right? Does it make me happy? These choices I've made? If I for once, think of myself, does it make me selfish? If I consider another opinion, does it make me a traitor? If I make one complaint that others don't understand, does it make my feelings less insignificant? If the past is gone, does it not matter? Do the feelings I had, the feelings I still have….. Create any meaning? If the past doesn't matter, do the feelings still matter? For so long, I've worked for the approv

From Red to Yellow by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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From Red to Yellow

Somehow, Clarissa made it through the day She saw Kun At lunch And of course after school But she didn't talk to him She couldn't At least not now When she got home, she was ancy His words still rang through her head "I never meant to hurt you" "Feelings stregthen and fade, but they never go away" And yet, none of it mattered, because all she felt was pure anger Dissapointment Confusion And hurt She hadn't felt like this in a long time She grabbed a pencil and her notebook And before she knew what she was doing, she was writing The words came out on the page And so did all her emotions By the end of the night, she had a w

Clarissa and Kun: Iceberg Part Two by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun: Iceberg Part Two

Clarissa left as soon as she could She walked into the school Put stuff in her locker and went on Trying to forget what she just saw It wasn't real It couldn't have been real He had just told her he liked her Had he been lying? She sat on a bench, trying to clear her head There was no way she could be in their hallway alone It was only 6:30 Time ticked by slowly As Clarissa's head spun in circles Somehow, she found the strength to get up and go to class By the time class started, Kun had come to the classroom He seemed quiet Clarissa could tell something had happened Kun wrote on a piece of paper After a while, he showed it

Clarissa and Kun: The Iceberg by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun: The Iceberg

It was the next morning Clarissa hadn't stopped thinking What she remembered of the scene played in her head "Can this be true?" she thought "Does he really like me? What's supposed to happen now? Has our friendship changed? I like him, and now he likes me But what does all this mean?" By the time Clarissa got to school, she thought it all out. When Kun had told her of his feelings, she had been speechless She still didn't know what to think, but there was one thing she did know She liked Kun She wasn't sure what a relationship was like Maybe they could figure it out together Maybe this was a beginning As Clarissa walked to the door, she

Clarissa and Kun : Let's do this right by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun : Let's do this right

By now, it was the middle of April The sun was shining Flowers were decorating the earth It was after school "I'm going to tell her today." Kun thought "I'm going to tell her today..... but how do I say it?" As the two walked,they started with casual conversation School Work The usual laughs and giggle "Maybe I shouldn't tell her," He thought. "Things are perfect just the way they are, just like this..." But none of those thoughts in his head came out of his mouth "Clarissa, I seem to have grown feelings for you." Clarissa stared at him, confused. " Are you saying you like me?" Kun sighed, "Yes." "For how long?" She asked "How long

Clarissa and Kun: In the Rain by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun: In the Rain

One morning, the sky was gray Rain was sprinkling as Clarissa got out of the car to meet Kun. Clarissa simled as they exchanged greetings and hugs "You didn't have to wait in the rain for me," She said "It's only sprinkling. I like the rain," He said simply Clarissa laughed It was strange At times, Kun seemed completely miserable But there were other times when he seemed like the happiest boy in the world Here he was, just gleaming in the rain They went inside Clarissa walked to her locker, with Kun at her heels As usual, the school was empty The two never had any destination, but whatever route theytook, it always led to their

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LOM Chapter 7: At What Price? by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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LOM Chapter 7: At What Price?

No more Chances by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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No more Chances

My Fantasy by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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My Fantasy

Clarissa VS. Victoria by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa VS. Victoria

For so long....... by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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For so long.......

From Red to Yellow by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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From Red to Yellow

Clarissa and Kun: Iceberg Part Two by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun: Iceberg Part Two

Clarissa and Kun: The Iceberg by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun: The Iceberg

Clarissa and Kun : Let's do this right by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun : Let's do this right

Clarissa and Kun: In the Rain by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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Clarissa and Kun: In the Rain

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The Waiting Game by togepishadowhunter16, literature

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The Waiting Game

When little, games are fun to play Candy Land, Chutes and Ladder, you play all day If your about to lose, wait it out Stay confident, don't be in doubt You have to wait If you learn to play the game Just take the bait Such childish games But little did we know These games were teaching us about a real show Chutes and Ladders Life is full of successes that bring you up And full of moments that slame you down a chute Twisting and Turning Till your back at the start You have to find your way up Using patience And the Dice Candy Land Everyone wants Queen Frostine Because she's close to the end Near the end of your life, you'l

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I have been told by a lot of people that I'm a really nice person. I guess I agree with that. My life is enchanted by music. I play Clarinet, and I fimble on the keyboard every once in a while. I have always loved to write, but I also get a lot of writer's block. I can't draw at all, but I really admire people who can draw. Some people are just so amazing. I love to read, but my sometimes hectic life stops me. I haven't read a really good book in a long time. I love the Mortal Instruments series by Cassandra Clare, and I also love helping people. Thats about it.

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Aquamarine, Flicka, Lion King

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Raising Hope, Glee, Pretty Little Liars, Bunheads

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Anything

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The Mortal Instruments, The Truth about Forever,..

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Sarah Dessen, Meg Cabot, Cassandra Clare

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Mario, all the way

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togepishadowhunter16

May 23, 2013

I'm done!!!!! :D

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Well guys, I just finished my last day of high school!!!!!! Part of me is so happy, but I also know there's a part of me that is just waiting to burst into tears. I'm so excited for college!!! I am attending Western Michigan University in Kalamazoo. Orientation is in a couple weeks, and I find out who my roommate is :) And, I have to give a speech tonight for honors convocation!!!!! I'm a little nervous, but generally I'm just excited!!!! To all seniors, Congratulations Class of 2013 To all underclassmen I know: I am still going to see you. It is not over yet. Work hard, and enjoy the time you have left. It's a wonderful experience. You

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togepishadowhunter16

Apr 4, 2013

I got the no job/where do i go to college blues...

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Hey guys! So, spring break's been going pretty good. Gives me some time to relax, and some time to think. Luckily, all I have to do this break is read. I'm currently reading two books at once. One I need to finish before Monday, and the other I have to read for my Research project, which is also my Final. If I get started early, it will be less work later. I've been reading a little each day, but it's still a lot of reading. Along with that, I've been depressed with the fact that I don't have a job. I really want one, but it seems impossible to get one. There's applications online, but I'm convinced they never get looked at. I'm going to st

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togepishadowhunter16

Mar 5, 2013

The Hills are Alive.........

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Run Away!!!! lol. So my audition went really well. The professor said I should feel good about it, and I do. Now, it's just the waiting game. Oh how I hate the wating game. I really sorry I have not writted anything for LOM. I've been really busy. I know where I want it to go, it's just putting it together. I really want to continue this story for you guys, so please don't give up on me yet. So anyway, my schedule for the next two weeks is pretty full. I've got pit for the spring musical The Sound of Music ( hence the title of my journal). The music has been in my head so much lately. Along with that, I've got scholarship applications, an

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happy b-day

thanks for the fav!you have a great works!

thanks!!! So do you!

I just wanted to wish you...a very Happy Birfday...cuz I know I won't be on tomorrow and phone access will be limited. I love you sis, and I hope that all your wishes come true. Because you have been there for me, I will be there for you ~ and work my magic to make them come true!

togepishadowhunter16

Mar 3, 2013

AWWWWWWW thanks girly!!!!! <3 Love you!!!!!!!

Yuvel

Mar 4, 2013

You are so very welcome!!!! <3 Love you too!!!!

togepishadowhunter16

Mar 5, 2013

Good Luck on those ACTs!!!!! Get some sleep!!!!!

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